I’m finding it so hard to stay motivated and do what I got to do to build myself up as a trying to be an adult person that makes what I love earn money lately. There’s just so much going on :
- Healthcare forms/drug aid forms for both US/Canada
- Business Licensing
- Moving
- Last Week of One Of My Day Jobs equaling picking up crazy hours of extra shifts
- The Holidays I’m missing and the frustration of my crazy family about it
- Sleep Problems
- Inability to still get all of heavily important medications
- The stress of returning to school with no close friends (the pains of adulthood) and a bunch of disappointed professors in me + OH YEAH MEMORY FOG ISSUES
- The exhaustion of Funcutional Training and the toll it has on my body
- The desire to find time to WRITE MY OWN SHIT
- The necessity to go last minute shopping for goods and clothes which I had hated even before I gained weight
- Still being in the very early stages of my recovery/adjustment of my auto-immune disease diagnosis
- Just generally being an awkward skeletal panda thingy mabob
- Balancing my Mental Health and my barely recognized depression and suicidal nature
I’m so tired y’all. I don’t even have the energy to pop on my new filter for my mic,
I.L Knight