I’m finding it so hard to stay motivated and do what I got to do to build myself up as a trying to be an adult person that makes what I love earn money lately. There’s just so much going on :

1. Healthcare forms/drug aid forms for both US/Canada
2. Business Licensing
3. Moving
4. Last Week of One Of My Day Jobs equaling picking up crazy hours of extra shifts
5. The Holidays I’m missing and the frustration of my crazy family about it
6. Sleep Problems
7. Inability to still get all of heavily important medications
8. The stress of returning to school with no close friends (the pains of adulthood) and a bunch of disappointed professors in me + OH YEAH MEMORY FOG ISSUES
9. The exhaustion of Funcutional Training and the toll it has on my body
10. The desire to find time to WRITE MY OWN SHIT
11. The necessity to go last minute shopping for goods and clothes which I had hated even before I gained weight
12. Still being in the very early stages of my recovery/adjustment of my auto-immune disease diagnosis
13. Just generally being an awkward skeletal panda thingy mabob
14. Balancing my Mental Health and my barely recognized depression and suicidal nature

I’m so tired y’all. I don’t even have the energy to pop on my new filter for my mic,

I.L Knight

Sick and Tired – Anastacia