Dear All Y’all,
Gosh I have just been so bad lately at all of this haven’t I? Been getting sick, caught up in my feelings, or down on myself. Shoot, even now I am all of those things. In fact, I am currently staring out my apartment, at the little bit of Shanghai I can see, wondering how on Earth I could both get sick right before I was supposed to be at Disney or how- out of all my medications- I end up taking not enough anti-depressants…. Yea, definitely still in my normal heap of problems.
I will say this though…After being publicly sick for a few days and wondering how I haven’t ended up on Weibo yet I have come to a decision. I need to start struggling a little more again. The sort of struggling from trying to do things not just by existing.
That being said. Yes. I will be writing everyday, or doing something productive everyday even if it kills me. I got to get back to finding out who I am now and living a little.
P.s. Working at a magazine company has cleared up a few logistical things for me on online web publication so format changes will be going on to find out how to properly credit everyone and so forth~