So Much Work… Please Stop In :

Hi HI Y’all!

I have been giving up on the few precious hours of sleep I could possibly have to send you so  many updates this weekend and this upcoming week. SO MUCH. Just to give you the general rundown there was the addition of STARWARS and Soul Eater to the Fan Fiction page. Plus, DC Comics Outlaws was updated~~~ AND the super secret forced podcast I was made to do started this Saturday ( on the crowsnestco.blog ) For early access to any of these I shall remind you it’s just 1$ on a month on my patreon (https://www.patreon.com/ilknight )… Which you will notice had been updating like craaazy~ And will continue to do so as I have already ready to post stuff for Chronicles: Slaves of Desires and Confessions of a Teenage Poet which haven’t seen the light of day anywhere yet. So first access will be a thing for sure!

Please enjoy guys~

I.L. Knight

P.S. I’m actually working for a company that’s looking for bloggers, writers, illustrators and editors if y’all are looking. Just DM me~

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Busy Man – Billy Ray Cyrus

Semi – Productive When Sick :

Hi Hi Y’all…

*cough cough*

So, I am super sick today and have not left bed. BUT I tried to be productive about uploading to make up for things. Here is an update flood!

First, we have three new chapter of American Horror Story Fan Fiction!

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Second, we have an old long poem I forgot to add to the site!

The Pyre

Third, we have a chapter update for my Marvel House of M Reprise.

Marvel Chapter 4

Lastly, we have my first drafts of the first three chapters of my Originals Fan Fiction.

Chapters 1 2 3

That’s probably, most likely, maybe, going to be the most you get out of me this weekend.

*Cough Cough*

I.L. Knight

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Alone – Marshmello

Updates :

Hi Hi Y’all,

I’ve been feeling really hard core super down the last two days for reasons I AIN’T GOING TO MENTION SO GET OVER IT! But, life has to keep moving so here’s some updates.

Douluo Dalu

Just for the next few days I’m only accepting positive comments or I’m deleting them. I just need happiness and goodness for a bit.

Still Love Y’all,

I.L. Knight

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Douluo Dalu OP

Just Adding A Little :

Hi Hi Y’all!

I was really super busy, but I wanted to make sure I updated some stuff. I added [ Day 5 ] to the Re:Monster Fan Fic page.

I also want to link a story that is both on the Fan Portal Page and the Overlord Page. It was an Omake writer for Luisa. And for some reason I had to re-publish it because it wasn’t showing up on my actual site.

Please check them out,

I.L. Knight

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Pure Pure Pleiades – Pandora Actor OVA

Fan Fic Fridays My Dearies :

Hi HI Y’all!

It is Friday! Do you know what that means? That means it’s Fan Fiction day! Here is all the Fan Fiction that has been added to the site:

Harry Potter updates Galor!!! We have 11 chapters updated under the 2nd series! Check out the Harry Potter Homepage.

And we have two chapters of Re:Monster uploaded for all Light Novel/Anime fans: [ Day 1 ] // [ Day 3 ]

If you enjoy the fan fiction, or my originally work I would appreciate it if you leave a comment, follow my blog or hit up my Patreon. You can even find me

on Twitter:

or on Discord :

writing community channel-

https://discord.gg/Yudt66P

gaming channel-

https://discord.gg/s88P6R3

Or On Instagram:

https://www.instagram.com/nambit_kisa/?hl=en

Thank Y’all for everything and I look forward to hearing from you guys anyway that I do.

Keep on killing it lovelies,

I.L. Knight

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Re:Monster Game Trailer

What’s The Latest? :

Good News Y’all! I’ve started to figure things out. Shuffling between chronic illness, university woes, friendship explosions, family drama, writing desires and career ambitions will start to have a balance!!!

That’s right, balance!

Every Sunday morning I will be live on Twitch. You can find my stream at:

https://www.twitch.tv/tenguufeather

I will have Discord up as much as possible. The daily link is just below:

My Patreon will be updating and getting better and better… With fan fiction dedicated to fans becoming a thing!

https://www.patreon.com/ilknight

Of course, the classic way to reach me instantly with anything is at my Twitter:

https://twitter.com/nambit_kisa

Or, if you are willing to stick with me on a rough journey you can follow my instagram here:

https://www.instagram.com/nambit_kisa/?hl=en

You can also find updates on Web Novels and Fan Fictions Here:

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvp3bu31_QfRzNiGzTlbEuw?view_as=subscriber

BUT THAT’S NOT ALL!

This month is all about fixing my personal streams, connections and works, BUT NEXT MONTH I am ecstatic to announce the first version of Knights Publications website will go live. If you are looking to be published and are tired or unsure of the publishing industry than this is the site for you. Knights Publications acts as an intermediary and guide to self publishing; meaning you control your work, you actually make a decent profit and no matter what it’s guaranteed publishing!

Even better news! If all goes well, at the end of next month Knights Publications and I will officially be launching our commitment campaign to a new charity in the works: The Zemel Foundation. The non-profit is being set up to help people gain access to all genres of literature.

So, please stop in! Exciting stuff will be happening. I promise y’all.

Also, to all those who have followed my blog, liked things, commented or generally sent me some help I want to thank you for everything. I have scheduled a sit down with someone who is willing to explain wordpress to me, so I will be able to return the favor real soon!

For starters, Knights Publications is currently looking for Authors, Editors, Illustrators and Interns! While, The Zemel Foundation is looking for Interns as well! Please email me if you are interested in any of those and I can pass the information along, so you will be on the site for the actual launch!

Thank y’all for being amazingly wonderful people,

I.L. Knight

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On Top Of The World – Imagine Dragons

World Cup Blues :

Let me just say this y’all:

I forgot how tiring it is to be on the grind…. or even attempting to be.

I went from having no work to do and just dealing with life frustrations to having to deal with life frustrations, a shit ton of work and attempts to be on my own work spree. FINALLY, I have managed to push through enough of it to post some stuff again. Hopefully, I won’t be to tired after tomorrow’s PR event to add all the drafts I have on the site up.

Item #1 : WOROOOOORORORORORORLLLDLDLDLD CUP

I was rooting for Croatia…. I put money on Croatia…. The match against France was so sad. France was so hungry for it and Croatia just seemed beat up and tired…. After so many days of pushing myself and making sure I was still up to watch the game at one in the morning… can I even call that a good game?

Item #2 : Stepping on up this fashion game of mine

It is no secret that after dealing with my chronic health issues I have 100% revereted into complete comfy clothes is my entire life fashion style. But it may be a secret to some people that there are a select few times were I look at fashionable people with a little bit of envy. I want the confidence to try a whole bunch of styles. I want to walk out with more than sweats and jeans sometimes and be comfortable in my own skin. Shanghai is a blessing for this in a way. Being here is not only inspirational – almost everyone you see loves fashion, from all over the world and decades- but motivational. I am remembering what it is like to want to do my hair and make up if only a little. Some pain is worth it sometimes. If the day isn’t that bad I don’t have to be rocking sweat pants.

Just a quick introduction is all…

Love,

I.L. Knight

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Princess Jellyfish OP

 

 

 

[ Cover Image via Kuragehime/Mangareader ]

Ruining My Happy Place:

Whelp, I moved houses. And this new house has been super great, it fits every box for a warm happy home that is conducive to living a new chronic life. An added bonus: it is next to the Japanese gardens in my town. It is a great place I love to just sit in silence and like find some time to myself and be around nature. It is a happy place for me in a town that has historically not been so happy for me.

AND THEY RUINED IT. THEY FUCKING RUINED IT. THEY RUINED IT FOR ME SO BADLY I CAN’T GO BACK FOR AT LEAST A YEAR, SO I CAN GET OVER HOW THEY FUCKING RUINED IT.

First, my grandmother went around the gardens complaining how the price of entrance and how it was a money trap. Which she emphasized when she saw the mini shrine statues where people were leaving change as offering for luck. When I tried to explain they are mimicking what is done in Shinto shrines SHE LAUGHED AT EVERYONE. I may make fun of a lot of people, but even I try to respect spirituality… It got even worse when she kept taking water from various water stations in the park only to constantly spit it out and insult it… THEN END THE TOUR BY SAYING LOCAL PARKS ARE FREE AND PRETTIER….

My Aunt decided to remark in her loud New York voice and persona at every single person who passed us and politely asked us to lower our voices. It is a majority silent garden where people come for peace. THERE WAS NOTHING RUDE OR OFFENSIVE FOR WHAT THEY WERE ASKING. I mean everyone in our family was quickly walking through the gardens anyways without looking. What was there for you to stop and talk about.

And there is my mom. My lovely, sweet All-American, blonde cherub of a mother. I WILL NEVER ALLOW YOU IN A PLACE THAT IS IMPORTANT TO ME AGAIN. Forget trying to share common interests, forget having a simple basic conversation with your daughter. Forget all of that! No matter how much you are frustrated with me, UNJUSTLY FOR A WEEK STRAIGHT OF TORMENT I MIGHT ADD, you don’t say stupid fucking cunty shit.

First, you call me dirty, disgusting and belonging in the woods in the morning, because I changed from washing my hair from everyday to every other day or every two days. A thing that I was doing, because I NEED TO FREAKING HEAL MY HAIR THAT IS DAMAGED. Oh no, you don’t stop the day there. You enter my peaceful refuge and in the middle of a crowd of plant appreciating people yell that I am fat. That my trainer, who by the way if you listened your daughter at all in any conversation is there for helping me regain atrophied muscle and mobility, is failing because I look like shit. OH AND LET US REMIND OURSELVES HOW I AM A BITCH, UNWORTHY, MONSTER, COLD, LAZY, STUPID, ETC…. person in front of this now gawking crowd of people. Then follow me off into a side path to scream at me for not meeting your ideals as the perfect fucking daughter.

And even after all of this. I still feel like crap, because you know what. I entered a state I haven’t been in years! I blacked out for a moment. I didn’t see anything or know what I did. I only know that I felt myself falter and try to regain my balance. But I could tell what I did, I gave you a light kick to the back of the leg to shut you up.

Something I can’t even take satisfaction in because, (1) it is wrong to lift your hand to anyone in that manner, (2) it occurred in a state I was not in control of and (3) YOU DIDN’T EVEN FUCKING SHUT UP. No, the only thing that happened is me self reflecting in the car ride home. Remembering the one and only ever time before this something like this has happened…

I was around thirteen. Our problems had been escalating the last year or two with your insanity getting worse and my general emergence into puberty… Bullying in school was getting worse and I myself was sinking deep into something I wouldn’t yet have a name for. I was in the kitchen making breakfast as I did every day for you, even if I knew you were going to not eat it and throw it out anyways. What the fight about I can’t remember. But I will always remember that feeling of blacking out and coming back into yourself only to see a surprising a result. A result that you instantly wish was satisfying, but has the complete opposite effect. At the park, it was kicking you. Back then, it was the sight of egg dripping down your face. I had cracked them on your head… A surprisingly creative thing though.

My favorite place was ruined for me though the moment I made that connection. It would be a place where I was brought back too one of my worst memories. A time when I was so out of control, because of my feelings, I literal lost myself. It made me realize it’s not just pain, hurt, guilt, sadness I have for my family. There is a large boiling cauldron of resentment that doesn’t want to just stay in the pot anymore.

I kind of wonder now… with another place leaving my list of safety zones where I can go to escape everything. Where can I go to calm my mind or get rid of a migraine…

I sort of wish Ukiyo was as true as the stories. I could bend down right by the edge of a pool of water and reach out towards a reflection…Where I went or what the place was didn’t really matter. It was just disconnected, separate, more realistic than a fantasy, but still yet a fantasy.

It would be a completely different world… wouldn’t it?

I.L. Knight

 

 

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Japanese Instrumental

 

 

*The picture has a cat in it o(≧∇≦o). This almost a perfect recreation of what I wish for my retirement.*